Its bewildering to realise how time stagnates for months with absolutely nothing much to talk about and next instant the world around me wears a changed face, a face of an excited child at the prospect of discovering the kaleidoscope of colours in the reflections of Sun. Its not the best of feelings to go through when such a thing happens in your life. The control no longer rests with you and you alone. It seems like I am drifting through emotions like a fish through water. One moment I feel like I am the lonely traveller sifting through faceless crowds on a busy highway. The next moment I am in the midst of a fairy-tale with the best of people and best of moments waiting to unfold. It is a feeling of excitement laced with curiosity for I seek to understand the events unfurling before me.
The more I think about it, the more complicated the feeling becomes for me to express. I am going through a commotion of sorts. The clarity that often is evident in my thoughts and actions has gone on a long unannounced vacation. Destination: Unknown. I am left with interpretation of moments that I am living by, some correct and some not-so-correct. It doesn’t matter if I am getting them wrong because I wonder if there is anyone out here who actually can make out the right from the wrong. I think the best thing for me to do right now is to sit back and watch the wonderful imagery coming up on the canvas called life!
Parting ways from reality is something I have always resisted. It doesn’t change anything; just creates a phony of sorts to create illusions that make you feel complete, that make you feel special. Little do we realise that below all these layers of cosmetics, there lies a me or a you as similar to each other as can be!
For now, the only verifiable truth I can comprehend and endorse is that Things are on a roll!!! Just watch this space for lots of excitement!!!
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