Saturday, March 04, 2006

When life gets to you....

Hi,
I have always believed in the fact that life gets tougher by the day....
And this fact is accentuated by the things I have been facing over the recent weeks...
Life has gone a full circle and I seem to be staring at the same place I started....Isn't it so strange... We start the race of life on a repetative track... Every now and then, we come to the same place...though the state we are in is different... We are trying to achieve something in life... and after every lap we start to see what we ve won and lost... What if there was no such thng like win and loose.... what if we never had to feel sad about losing anything... what if there was nothing to lose??? I really wonder how happy we could have been if we only had to gain... If we could only go forward with every passing moment ....leaving all the tears behind... not worrying about what happened yesterday... starting afresh every single day!!!! I wonder how would it feel when we didnt have to worry who hurt us and why??? How would it feel if all we had to get that smile back on the face was to flex the facial muscles without worrying about the mental state we are in, at that moment... If only I could not hurt people around me and if only they could understand me better... How wonderful would that idealistic world be when no one would be admonished for no fault of his!!! How wonderful would it be if you would be liked by everyone around you and most importantly by the ones you would like to spend the rest of your life???? How would it be if things could not go wrong??? How would it be if we were fortunate enough to have all the people around us whom we miss so much!!! There is so much to life than just wondering such things... because in the deepest corners of our hearts we realise that things have gone out of our hands and all we are left with are sweet memories to be cherished and preserved for the rest of our lives.... I feel life is to realise that we cannot have an idealistic world no matter how much we try... and it is best to understand where we stand today and where we want to be tomorrow... God bless all those who are there for me....

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